O how well do I remember
How I doubted day by day
For I did not know for certain
That my sins were washed away.
When the Spirit tried to tell me
I would not the truth receive;
I endeavored to be happy
And to make myself believe.
But it’s real
it’s real!
O I know it’s real
Praise God
the doubts are settled
For I know
I know it’s real!
When the truth came close and searching
All my joys would disappear
For I did not have the witness
Of the Spirit bright and clear.
If at times the coming judgment
Would appear before my mind
O it made me so uneasy
For God’s smile I could not find.
When the Lord sent faithful servants
Who would dare to preach the truth
How my heart did so condemn me
As the Spirit gave reproof!
Satan said at once
Twill ruin
You now to confess your state;
Keep on working and professing
And you’ll enter Heaven’s gate.
But at last I tired of living
Such a life of fear and doubt
For I wanted God to give me
Something I would know about
So the truth would make me happy
And the light would clearly shine
And the Spirit gave assurance
That I’m His and He is mine.
So I prayed to God in earnest
And not caring what folks said.
I was hungry for the blessing;
My pour soul—it must be fed.
Then at last by faith I touched Him
And
like sparks from smitten steel
Just so quick salvation reached me.
O bless God
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